Once she stopped waking up coughing every few hours during the night I made my way back in my bed and, I have to admit I missed being there with her.
|watching charlotte's web|
Last week, we had our fingerprints done as part of the process for adoption and she thought it was so cool that she got her own prints done to take home with her. I have been explaining adoption to her as best as I can at a level that she will understand. She told me how she is going to bring the paper with her fingerprints on it in for sharing day at school and tell everyone that she had her prints done so "they" (she was referring to DCF maybe?) know that we have a perfect family. I am not sure where she got the "perfect" from, but I gently reminded her that no family is "perfect", and she replied, "well, we have a good family." I am glad she feels this way :)
I was feeling overwhelmed with everything going on lately-working two jobs, projects around the house, the adoption process, trying to keep up with the housework, making sure that I carve out plenty of time for Kennadie, and I have been seriously thinking about finishing my degree and have been meeting and talking with adviser's, getting all the paperwork in etc. It all became too much. I would like to think I can handle everything, but the reality of it is is that I can't and that's OK. The adoption and finishing school are two huge decisions and both require a lot out of me and are what I need to be focusing on right now. I made the decision to stop writing for Bounce Energy because I just couldn't keep up with it all. It wasn't an easy decision, but I have to start letting some things go in order for me to be happy and calm and not so stressed and overwhelmed.