I always used to try to rush life. I couldn’t wait to turn 16 to drive, 18 to graduate, 21 to drink (legally). It’s different now. I try to hold on to each day for as long as I can & savor every moment. There are moments where I would love to stop time & stay in that place forever.
I have no choice, I am turning 30 in less than 24 hours whether I like it or not. I am going to try to suck it up & stay positive. I want to make these years the best years.
I am looking forward to giving Kennadie siblings, to continue on this beautiful journey with my hubby & I hope to renew our vows in the islands & return to the USVI each year.
I am looking forward to the time I will spend with friends & family & to the memories we will make.
I want to continue working on myself, to learn to accept & love myself & to gain confidence in myself.
I look forward to hopefully finishing college & working in the direction of helping other moms who have been through a postpartum mood disorder.
I am looking forward to getting to know other survivor moms who I have found through twitter, blogs & fb.
I look forward to getting the support I have been looking for & to support others.
I look forward to enjoying each day!
I guess it doesn't sound too bad after all...Here’s to turning 30!
Tim McGraw-My Next Thirty Years